CeeCee's Confessions

[CeeCee]

April 14, 2007

Some of you may know that I own and run my own Rasmus fanfiction forum. If not - well SURPRISE!! Yeah well - it's spring and you know what that means right? SPRING CLEANING!! Well, mind you I am in the process of cleaning out the forum to make it look cleaner, and be managed better.

WHAT A PROCESS!! In addition to cleaning out all the forums, I'm going to be re-organizing the whole thing, try to make sub-domains so it looks cooler, and most importantly...deleting unactive members. I'll probably be starting the process tomorrow and I am so excited for the changes I'm going to be making. If anyone wants to join the family - the site is in my profile or in the links section.

Peace!

Love, CeeCee

[pamelad]

Spring cleaning??? That's you're dark n dirty confession? ;D I thought, being you as you are, it would be something really, really goooood. Teaches me, doesn't it? LOL

[CeeCee]

June 9, 2007

In about 10 minutes it'll be 1 month since I lost my baby. I don't know how I feel about it yet, but I can feel my heart breaking as every second passes. Its been a rough month and I stumbled across some things on the Internet while researching therapy stuff. I think I may have Dependent Personality Disorder (DPD) which is caused by overprotective parenting styles which my parents did to me due to my medical condition. I need to go to therapy and talk about things. I've been so stressed out and high strung lately.

I don't even feel like myself really. But on a happier note...my Aunts from Maine are coming to see me! They'll be here at like 10AM so I really should get some sleep. Eh...